Hi. I'm new here. I was a fan of star wars for a long time but fell away to the furry fandom where i started to get bullied about several months ago where i became a brony and started realizing my "dark side" and here i am. Please don't judge me. I have been around death and even fallen short of deaths grip several times. I almost committed suicide many times before. Good gracious the sights you see when you hit a kid and mother on a crossing with a 175,000 ton 75mph freight train is so... messy. Yes i suffer from depression and PTSD. So please don't judge me. The brony community has been helping me but they can't heal me fully. So I'm back with star wars sadly i think too late. But not too late to start with helping making a difference am i right. Sorry if i went too far with my past... i just need to let it out after 10 years of holding it in and going deeper depression. I don't want to see my dad until my destination has arrived. Yes i see life as a big railroad. Hope that i can work with you all sometime in the future.